Contemplating

It's almost a new year! I want to start if off crisp. Although new beginnings have already yet to start, I want to stick to what I have made my choices. I know it doesn't clearly make sense to you, reader, but let me annotate on that. For starters, I feel independent now that i live sort of far from home. Okay, we'll thirty minutes doesn't seem like a great distance but when your not living with your parents and you know you have bills to pay than thats where things are altered. I now have to worry about budgeting my own money and whatever i get from school goes straight to my bank account. It takes out all the fun of not living under my parents roof and having to be lavish with free food, free clothes, free rent etc. But Im not full devastated for It was my choice to live away from home to focus on college. When you start getting used to living on your own, it really isn't that bad. Plus I don't feel to homesick, after all I live with my best cousin ever. Our parents do visit from time to time plus I go back to Delano on the weekends when I can. Our goal is to not miss a single family gathering. It's pretty much an invitation to "Free food" . Likewise, I already look forward for winter quarter. Everyday now is such a dull fucking day. The only events Im looking forward to are Christmas, New Years, and School. I think Im getting off topic.LOL. Well,I want to start the new year blissful and i want it to remain that way throughout. Im going to make sure of not letting nonsense predicaments get to me and break the habit of giving in to people.